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My parents were both the babies of their families. My father, born in 1917, the younger of two siblings, raised on a farm then in a...
Fairy Tales
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- Nov 20, 2021
carmen
“ But Carmen, sweet and expecting nothing but to be held a few minutes a day, just turned my own idea of loneliness inside out." The...
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- Sep 2, 2021
training
“ I began to scream so loudly and for so long that my voice stopped working. I kicked everything fallen from my suitcase across the room...
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childhood moments
cheap
“ They thought my enthusiasm was funny, so after my fifth or six purchase, they brought out a cardboard box of vinyl record albums....
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sink
“ The concrete of the pool moved past me and I sank silently for a bit." I fell into the Hutchings’ pool when I was two and a half, and...
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lucky
“ The man who ran the booth for the local charity began to recognize me, and as I won more and more of the smaller prizes, he would call...
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work
“ She peered out the back window through the curtains. I pushed, and sweated. Pushed and sweated. " My mother came home one spring day...
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imagination
“ I began to dream of finding hidden rooms and magical places, the surprise always flooding me with feelings of happiness and relief. I...
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tv
“ The music subsided. This was it, and everyone we knew would be watching. “We are back!” declared Officer Bill, making his way over to...
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penpal
“ She pushed to exchange photos, and she finally sent hers, cute with long hair, with a note that said, “Send yours or else no more...
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emergency
“ I shoved my quarter in and dialed, but got a busy signal. I tried again. Busy. Again. Busy. I started to panic. I dialed “0” and an...
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goldie
“ One day I realized I had left my Goldie at Marine Midland Bank, when my mother and I had stopped to cash my dad’s check, and cried most...
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goodness
“ We began to pick up the many broken jars, wrappers and single muddy gloves from under our feet. We would yell out an unusual find, or...
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wave
“ “Now!” he yelled, pushing my shoulder, and down I went. I began to gain momentum. Faster and faster my heavy body shot down the...
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fresh
“ We had signed up to be a Fresh Air Fund host family. Kids from 5 to 13 were bussed up for two weeks each summer from the inner city...
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idiot
“ My mother called him "The Village Idiot," because he would often stop while we played on the sidewalk to babble incoherently at us, or...
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child
“ The voices of my parents giving away where they were in the house, moving around with echoes and the laughter of my mother. " I wake...
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apartment
“ "I read books, I write fan letters, and I wonder what kind of show I would like to host someday." I can barely contain my excitement...
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happy
“ When she turns on the lights to our twinkling dining room, I fall to my knees, speechless." My grandmother passes away when I am 10,...
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stairway
“ I would listen to my parents talk about me as if I were someone else’s child. " At the top of the stairway up to the second floor of...
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animal soul mates
friend
“ Stuck in the fence was a goat, silent, her head lodged between two slats of the metal, her body sunk to the ground as if she had given...
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soul
“ I looked over at Luke, and he looked up at me, his eyes squinting, his ears humbly pressed back against his head. Then, on his own, he...
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acceptance
“ “Um,” the agent said to me, hinting at something I wasn’t getting. “Um,” he said again, gesturing down toward the floor. " I was at the...
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bond
“ I decided as a gift to myself, I would rent a cabin at an upstate park. I worried that Luke, still so young and unruly, would turn the...
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race
“ Caesar looked up at me, opened up his cheeks, and vomited sunflower seeds onto my hand. He wasn’t well. I panicked. I had counted on...
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stay
“ There are stone covered graves lined with roughly cut wooden crosses that say “Razz , a good dog” and “Chumley, church cat, fed by...
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angel
“ He is the same fish that greeted me this morning, almost two years later, as he always does, recognizing me as I approach the tank,...
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lukey
“ When you want to sleep with me, I will carry you up the steep stairs of the cabin, while you clutch me like a baby. " Luke, I promise...
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rescue
“ Her baby turned around to face me and I kissed her on the nose, then took our picture to remember how beautiful she is." I entered the...
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found
“ For over two hours, we tried to find our way back but could not, instead coming to dead ends of fallen trees or thorny brush. “Sorry,...
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swim
“ When I turned, he was leaning forward, making pretend paddling motions in the water with his paw. “That’s it, babe, you’ve got this,...
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bf
“ As he pulled himself over, Luke cannonballed onto me from the other direction as if he were sliding into home base, which thanks to...
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trail
“ Luke, who is wiggling down the slippery side of this place he has never been, not disoriented from being uprooted and catapulted 3,000...
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father
“ I have no children. All I know of being a father, I have learned from Luke. " Luke is curled and pushed up next to me in the comforter...
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child
“ He reached up to my face and licked me. And then he died. " There are a million mugs and refrigerator magnets about how our dogs are...
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movies music and dreams
feelings
“ My friend Seri’s father gave me a box of small red spiral notebooks he found at work, and I meticulously wrote my scripts over into...
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45
“ The song from the movie, “The Morning After,” became my favorite, and I played it over and over in my room, until it became so...
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diva
“ My mother and I had passed this place, which we called “The Purple Building,” for years on our way to Grants Department Store or to...
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finale
“ I had watched every airing of A Star is Born, and knew each song and word of the script, quietly acting out the scenes with Barbra...
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touch
“ Diana came out in a red sequined dress and mile high hair. "Reach out and touch, somebody's hand," she sang softly, making her way to...
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star
“ A few weeks later, the autographed photos began to arrive. Each day, my heart would race as I opened the mailbox, wondering who would...
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hand
“ I took a deep breath to accept and remember that Jamie Lee Curtis was pulling me by my hand through a crowd of people at a party." Our...
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sky
“ I go into the theater and I am the only person there, taking a seat toward the front and in the middle. I glance nervously at the back...
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character
“ Once, during a lively Tupperware party in our living room, where I was helping her serve cake, my mother pulled me aside. “Do you want...
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healing from sexual abuse
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My parents were both the babies of their families. My father, born in 1917, the younger of two siblings, raised on a farm then in a...
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diary
“ I would take the diary inside my closet in the dark with a blue pen, unlock it with the metal key, and write curse words on page after...
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window
“ I would yell out "Go away!" in these moments, still asleep, sometimes finding my voice, sometimes strangled with silence, and wake up...
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shangri-la
“ Nothing like what was beginning to happen to me in the shadows of my own neighborhood. In Shangri-la, everyone loved everyone with...
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two
“ Was she telling me it was me? Was she asking me? How could I tell her that it was more than a decade ago that I knew what Tommy’s...
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secret
“ Nobody needs to know that I was so ashamed of having glasses as a chubby kid that I took them apart and secretly held one lens up to my...
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room
“ I am the only one who knows what is happening to me. Why a little boy who was taught to be kind to the man next door now cries at...
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shit
“ You are that same wounded little boy who would scream “Shit!” and “Fuck!” into a heavy winter coat in the dark corner of your bedroom...
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superheroes
“The relief, understanding and joy it brings us as we begin to clear the path to love ourselves, and as we share that love with others,...
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spirit
“ Some spirits are driven by the things they have been left out of. Some are driven by the things they imagine but cannot have. Some...
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go
“ You will never trust anyone completely. You will dream in the shallow end and expect nothing. You will feel a little angry all the time...
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time
“ This is the last stop on a trip I never meant to be on, taken away from a life I worked hard for, and when it derailed some time ago, I...
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abuse
“ I ask him what makes him happy. He says when someone else is." I look in the mirror as the older man with the frightened red eyes...
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twilight
“ The idea of these secret places where I was safe stayed with me, and took me through a dark time where I had to hold the entire truth...
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group
“ The moments when I feel most comfortable are the ones where I bump up against others like me, in the corners, in the dark. " All my...
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